tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26381125478830891722024-03-14T10:46:09.235+08:00a journey of a starless nightserene. tranquil. peaceful.faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.comBlogger513125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-89577694299988390172010-06-19T22:45:00.003+08:002010-06-19T23:15:26.578+08:00spending time in kl with the other half and close friends<br />mm...have to come again next week for job interview, written exam and god knows what<br />i don't care what will be next. i just can't wait to start working. i'm afraid i will lose my skill if i leave the clinical environment too long. huhu :(<br /><br />for the record, i watched The A-Team for 3 consecutive days<br />the movie was great. the storyline was great. i love action movies. weehee~~<br />Capt HM Murdock is THE MAN!!!<br />i think Jessica Biel did nothing in the movie except looking pretty. huh!<br /><br />i am going back to johor tomorrow. muhammad is having fever (according to him) and asked me to come home ASAP. nak pergi jalan-jalan la tu :P<br /><br />i can't help it that i am doing mental notes on what is the dental treatment plan of strangers i meet everyday. haha. typical dental student. and i still feel awkward if people address me as "doctor". need time to get used to it<br /><br />:)faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-37727470066228899832010-06-11T21:50:00.002+08:002010-06-11T22:01:37.539+08:00i'm home. for good. finally<br />tapi dah tak boleh duduk diam. asyik nak keluar je. tapi duit takde :P<br /><br />the grueling 5 years has ended and i am relieved. alhamdulillah~<br />segala puji bagi Allah kerana telah menjadikan mimpi ini satu kenyataan<br />to the teachers and colleagues, i am wholly indebted<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.middleborofamilydental.com/images/cosmetic_03.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 316px; height: 419px;" src="http://www.middleborofamilydental.com/images/cosmetic_03.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /><br /></span></div>i can't wait to start working soon. takut skill tumpul la. silap2 nak carve amalgam pun dah lupa<br />hahahah<br />sesiapa nak jadi my patient, sila angkat tangan!!!!!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><br />http://www.middleborofamilydental.com/Cosmetic.nxg</span>faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-71985181853558791122010-05-13T01:03:00.002+08:002010-05-13T01:07:59.147+08:0016/5/2010it's the date where we will be battling our minds after 2 grueling clinical years<br />racing with time and heart beats<br />i can't wait for it to start and finish<br />i hope we will remake the history<br />insyaAllah<br /><br />as for my friend, Nor Farhana aka Berry, she will be graduting on 22nd May<br />oh, i am so jealous<br />aku baru je habis exam, ko dah ambik scroll eh :P<br />anyhoo, congrats to you~<br />fiey, ko pulak bila nak abes?<br />huhu<br /><br />i can't sit still for the past few days<br />i am an irritable and restless young lad who is so eager to sit for exam even though she has piles of notes untouched<br />hahaha<br /><br />doakan kami semua ye~faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-5925893118300432010-05-08T19:02:00.002+08:002010-05-08T19:11:16.945+08:00farewell~seha is going back tonight. i can't send her to the bus station. she'll go by taxi<br />and i will be alone. i only have pipah with me and jun and nasyitah<br />i can't wait to pack my things and leave this place for good (insyaAllah)<br />it has been 5 long years...<br /><br />this is where i learnt how to be independent<br />not to burden other people<br />do your own things and manage your life<br />nurin, dama and farha are enjoying their holiday<br />mine will come in 3 weeks. just 3 weeks left and i'll be gone<br /><br />i only have one week left for study leave then the battle starts<br />i pray and i hope that all of us can smoothly sail through<br /><br />right this moment, my tearducts swell<br />when will i see all of you again?...<br />you have been by my side for this whole years<br />and i'm going to miss every seconds of it and keep it fresh in my heart<br />you have become a part of my life and i won't forget that<br />insyaAllah, this bond will never end<br /><br />all of you, i wish you the best of luck in everything you do<br />beat those people who underestimate you<br />my pray is always with you<br /><br />a bunch of gratitude for giving me friends like you<br />thank you so much<br />NURIN, DAMA, AFIFAH, FASEHAH, ZANNA<br />and those names who i didn't mention here, you still have place in my memories<br />and that will never fade<br />...............faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-38863615890827448452010-05-02T19:31:00.002+08:002010-05-02T19:43:03.885+08:00f.i.n.a.l2 weeks to go before Professional III exam starts<br />berhempas-pulas scan piles of notes<br />buat semua, doakan kejayaan kami<br />halalkan makan minum kami, halalkan ilmu yang dikongsi<br /><br />ya Allah, permudahkan jalan kami<br />terangi hati kami<br />lapangkan dada kami<br />....faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-72667862166735082222010-04-17T14:58:00.002+08:002010-04-17T15:24:15.798+08:00it's already mid aprilalhamdulillah, i have issued my bridge and crown<div>another one crown to go before i complete my fixed prosthodontics requirement</div><div>insyaallah, i will get it done on time</div><div>now, i hope the lab technician will help me to get my removable prosthesis issued</div><div>they always joke about me not to graduate this year</div><div>minta-minta kata-kata mereka itu x menjadi kenyataan walaupun hakikatnya aku dah bersedia</div><div>aku mahu pergi konvo beramai-ramai</div><div><br /></div><div>tomorrow, i will try to get my molar RCT done</div><div>pity my patient because he had to endure with pain when my temporary filling dislodged 3 days before his final exam</div><div>huhu..</div><div><br /></div><div>yesterday was a good day for me</div><div>we went out for dress hunting and found one that is great for my dinner (walaupun dinner itu akan berlaku dalam masa sebulan lagi. hehe)</div><div>and spent time (and money) at wakaf che yeh</div><div>with rm100, i bought 2 clothes and 8 scarves</div><div>gila kentang sungguh aku berbelanja</div><div>but they were all worth the money</div><div>i was satisfied with my bargains</div><div><br /></div><div>later at night, we celebrated nurin's birthday at PCB</div><div>turned out, it was raining last night and we could not waste our night chit chatting accompanied with sea breeze and waves *sigh*</div><div><br /></div><div>to zara, i like you AK's writing</div><div>keep it up, girl :)</div>faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-47254739119920595832010-04-01T11:28:00.003+08:002010-04-01T11:39:20.152+08:00back to schoolwe went to penang for lawatan sambil belajar to Pusat Bekalan Air Sg Dua Pulau Pinang<br />the motive was to learn about water fluoridation. tapi akhirnya jadi belajar bagaimana air dirawat<br />at first, i was excited but the guide dragged our time and i was bored to death :P<br />panas pulak tu. tengahari buta suruh berjalan pusing loji air<br />nasib baik i ada kipas tangan yang baru beli kat feringghi the night before *lol*<br /><br />i have 2 case write up to do but i don't know where to start<br />have to submit both on sunday<br />tomorrow, i have to go to machang for mobile clinic<br />sempat ke??.... erk<br /><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_lyAHlAkDWQo/S7QVIprAyDI/AAAAAAAABHM/mLGEMLveqJk/s1600/DSCN7544.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_lyAHlAkDWQo/S7QVIprAyDI/AAAAAAAABHM/mLGEMLveqJk/s320/DSCN7544.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5455008287021910066" border="0" /></a><br />me wasting time on the ferris wheel :P<br /></div>faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-55794594043074605952010-03-22T10:14:00.002+08:002010-03-22T10:18:34.296+08:00kepala hotak!!ok. aku bosan<br />hidup xde life tapi dengan penuh berdisiplin aku berjaya menyiapkan report dalam masa 2 hari<br />itu pencapaian yang membanggakan bagi diri aku yang terkenal dengan malas and last minute lady<br /><br />malam tadi bermimpi dimarahi lecturer-in-charge in prosthodontics discipline<br />gila horror mimpi pasal requirement malam2<br /><br />pakcik makcikku ke mekah buat umrah<br />bestnya....<br />semoga wak selamat pergi dan sampai :)<br /><br />belum call patient untuk petang ni la<br />aish!! (ketuk kepala sendiri)<br /><br />mau makan chocolate banyak2<br /><br />sila garu kepala sebab post ini merepek<br /><br />next week kena pergi penang<br />bukan jalan2 tapi ke loji fluoride<br />:P<br /><br />bridge aku sudah hampir siap<br />yeay~<br />*padahal dah berlambak orang issue bridge :P*faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-21206851965813928372010-03-10T23:13:00.003+08:002010-03-10T23:22:32.499+08:00another episodethis is another episode of me pulling myself down....<br /><br />physically and mentally exhausted<br />i am not sure how to carry myself again<br />one incident after another left me disorganized<br /><br />6 weeks to go<br />can i finish my requirements?<br />still have many things to complete<br />my schedule is tight and i don't know where to squeeze in<br />sometimes, i wonder, "do i really want to do this?"<br /><br />haven't cried for some time<br />i am wearing a happy facial expression to class everyday<br />i cannot face the lecturers without thinking "can i sit for the final exam?"<br /><br />why am i feeling so hard to do things i initially like?<br />i feel like a burden<br /><br />i want to run away but that will only make things worst<br /><br />i need guidance<br />and support<br />and please help me stand whenever i fall....faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-61098833653768022762010-03-03T23:41:00.002+08:002010-03-04T00:00:15.329+08:00have you brushed your teeth?i had no patient for afternoon session<br />i purposely didn't call any patient after both my patients could not come today<br />i am tired this whole week. i don't know why<br />..................<br /><br />since last week, i felt something weird in my mouth<br />my tongue could feel something attached on my upper back tooth<br />so, i asked my friend to do scaling for me<br />i think, the last time i did one was when i was 2nd year student :P<br />now i know how patients feel when they are on dental chair (after not getting a proper dental treatment for more than 2 years)<br />up until now, i can still feel discomfort at my left jaw joint<br />sakit lenguh...<br />kesian aku. selalu buli patient, ni la akibatnya :P<br /><br />i am thinking of removing that tooth because it is difficult for me to reach it during toothbrushing<br />anybody wants to do extraction for me?<br />lalalalala~<br /><br />oh ya! i performed minor oral surgery yesterday<br />alhamdulillah...yeay~<br />i managed to anaesthesize the right place<br />(dah lama x inject kat tempat tu :P)<br />within 1 hour, i finished the procedure<br />ok la tu for a beginner like me :)faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-29940176398419147982010-02-27T19:12:00.002+08:002010-02-27T19:17:54.114+08:00CFCS Family Day 2010hari ini ada CFCS Family Day<br />berlangsung di PPSG dari pukul 8.30 pagi sehingga 11.30 pagi<br />nasib baik mak angkat boleh datang tadi<br />kalau tak, ada sikit affect performance for CFCS<br />takut2 xleh sit for final exam<br />diorang ni....suka gertak pasal PRO exam tau :P<br /><br />11.30 sharp, terus cabut semua bahan pameran<br />bila dean turun, terkejut tengok semua dah kemas<br />dia kata " not worth the effort. exhibition only for few hours. print posters banyak2"<br />xpela...<br />but the hall was full. ok la tu....<br /><br />pics later if i rajin<br />ok<br />maghrib sudah<br />daa~faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-41574119930141806112010-02-22T21:01:00.002+08:002010-02-23T20:46:31.055+08:00alhamdulillah....akhirnya berjaya ada case bridge<div>4 unit lak tu</div><div>full jacket porcelain lagi...</div><div>mesti korang x paham kan?</div><div>abaikan je. yang penting lepas satu lagi clinical requirement</div><div><br /></div><div>lately, selalu balik lambat</div><div>habis klinik, terus pergi lab</div><div>banyak kerja tertangguh</div><div>hati mula rasa gelisah. entah sempat atau tak nak siapkan semua requirements</div><div>xmo grad sorang2 .... :(</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-7951655054239464442010-02-07T22:20:00.002+08:002010-02-07T23:04:03.649+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Ya Allah, aku mohon bantuan-Mu<br />permudahkanlah urusanku<br />rahmatilah perjalananku<br />tenangkanlah hatiku<br />berkatilah urusanku<br />pada-Mu aku bersujud semoga aku diberi ketenangan<br />dan kekuatan untuk menempuh hari-hari mendatang<br />Ya Allah, aku mohon pada-Mu<br />terangkanlah hatiku untuk menerima ilmu-Mu<br />lapangkanlah dada-Ku untuk mendapat ilham dari-Mu<br />limpahkanlah kurnia-Mu dalam pekerjaan harianku<br />amin..<br /></span></div>faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-76768641477630061962010-02-01T08:05:00.002+08:002010-02-01T08:08:35.094+08:00saya suka chicken floss!!!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.thebakerscottage.com/new%20product/chickenFloss.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 443px; height: 389px;" src="http://www.thebakerscottage.com/new%20product/chickenFloss.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br />saya suka chicken floss!!!<br />sangat2~<br />harga rm2.50 kat cintaku bakery pun xpela<br />janji dapat makan chicken floss<br />oh, chicken floss~<br /><br /><br /><br />POYO!faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-23149124890368030902010-01-28T10:24:00.002+08:002010-01-28T10:29:27.551+08:00it's thursday and i have no class today<br />initially, i thought of joining the 4th year for their lectures but as usual, i woke up late<br />lame excuse from me, the lazy ass :P<br /><br />i have been having sore throat for the past 3 days<br />it's getting better i think but my voice is still serak (don't know this word in english. LOL)<br /><br />i have prepared a schedule for professional II which is in 3 months time<br />i am hoping that something knock me on my head so i will start to do my revision<br />like so seriously do my revision<br /><br />but i am still worry about my requirement<br />oh...i need bridge work case<br />and my patient for crown is always outstation :(<br />i am thinking to find another patient for post and core and PBM crown<br />jahat la patient tu :'(faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-44399031744092113932010-01-23T21:11:00.002+08:002010-01-23T21:16:36.853+08:00energize-dsudah kembali ke kampus yang banyak duka dari suka :P<br />walaupun hanya 3 hari berada di rumah, itu sudah cukup untuk mengembalikan keriangan di hati<br />tapi sebenarnya, tak cukup 3 hari pun<br />sampai2 johor je hari rabu tu, tengah hari terus ke klang<br />bermalam di rumah pakcikku dan ke shah alam keesokan harinya<br />pulang ke johor petang itu juga<br />dan semalam, naik bas ke kota bharu pada pukul 9 malam<br />oh ya! sultan johor mangkat (innalillahiwainnailaihirajiun....)<br />dan ketika keluar dari terminal larkin, nampak kereta dan polis berderet di hospital pakar puteri<br /><br />esok tiada kelas hanya persiapan untuk school oral health day<br />seminggu ini tiada kelas hanya sesi beramah mesra dengan pelajar tingkatan satu<br />semoga hari2 mendatang akan lebih bermakna dari sebelum ini<br />amin....faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-68106714555146086622010-01-18T11:55:00.002+08:002010-01-18T12:00:29.055+08:00it' exam!first paper down. 2 more to go<br />one in the afternoon. short answer question<br />what should i write in the essay paper?<br />huhu<br /><br />berdebar-debar 2, 3 hari ni<br />dari semalam lagi dah mula restless macam orang amik dadah<br />x boleh nak duduk diam<br />sapu bilik la, mop lantai la, basuh baju la<br />pukul 10 malam baru la betul2 baca buku<br />apa nak jadi ni. aish~<br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://speedywap.com/wp-content/uploads/HLIC/a4a76fa094d0a758cb7c0234f00eb2b8.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 345px; height: 360px;" src="http://speedywap.com/wp-content/uploads/HLIC/a4a76fa094d0a758cb7c0234f00eb2b8.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-style: italic;">to fiey and friends, good luck to us<br />may Allah guide and bless us<br />amin..<br /></div>faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-58375861915692679602010-01-14T13:16:00.002+08:002010-01-14T13:21:29.699+08:00dah tau nak exam tu, baca la buku...makan dan tidur itu memang indah<br />lebih-lebih lagi kalau tak perlu memikirkan apa yang patut dibuat esok<br />bangun pagi dan terus sahaja buat apa yang terlintas di fikiran<br />tapi itu tidak terjadi kepada diriku memandangkan exam akan berlangsung selama dua hari iaitu pada 18 dan 19 hb Januari<br />makanya, setiap kali celik mata, pasti akan terlintas mahu baca tajuk apa pula ya hari ini?<br />wuwuwuwuwuw~~<br />mahu menangis sudah bila menyedari yang nota belum dibaca itu masih banyak dan tinggi lagi timbunannya<br /><br />oh ya! teruk aku dimarahi oleh lecturer di klinik 2 hari lepas gara-gara tak tahu bagaimana mahu prescribe paracetamol<br />aiyak!! disaster sungguh<br />uhh~<br /><br />selepas ini, aku mahu menjadi seorang yang fokus dan tekun mengulankaji pelajaran<br />ye. itu amay klise. tapi, biarkan saja aku begini :P<br /><br />aku perlukan doa kamu semua semoga aku berjaya mengharungi peperiksaan minggu depan<br />semoga aku lulus ya~<br />amin...faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-47291097134388908382010-01-12T07:56:00.002+08:002010-01-12T07:59:28.477+08:00desperadoi am in desperate need of bridge. really need it<br />i have 12 more weeks to go before my clinical year ends in april<br />i don't even know whether i can sit for my professional exam or not<br />things are going in haphazard manner<br />i need to focus on my mid term exam first before i focus on other things<br />focus farha!focus!faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-12845754826429189132010-01-05T18:39:00.002+08:002010-01-05T18:47:22.350+08:00oh owh!muhammad has entered tadika!!!!!<br />gave mother a call just now and he answered<br />rupa-rupanya semalam dia menangis lepas mama dia tinggalkan dia kat tadika<br />hari ni xnak pegi sekolah dah. dia tipu aku kata pergi sekolah. huhu<br />esok dia suruh mak aku hantar dia pergi sekolah<br />tadi pergi rumah nya'i, dia curik guli getah adila, sepupu aku.<br />selamba dia je<br /><br />oh owh..hari ini sangat hectic<br />malam tadi, patient call bagitahu x dapat datang klinik pagi ni sebab dia ada kat kuantan<br />melepas nak buat root planing<br />pagi ni share patient dengan jun. tapi kesian jun sebab tiba2 aku kena shoot OPG dan scaling dulu sebelum extract root stump dia :P<br />nasib baik ada patient lain yang nak cabut gigi<br /><br />petang pulak, tiba2 ada walk in patient nak repair denture<br />denture patah dua sebab terjatuh masa gosok gigi<br />berlari pantas nak siapkan denture sebab pukul 3 dah ada patient menunggu<br />setengah jam dia tunggu. bukannya nak bagitahu dah sampai<br />kesian pulak kena tunggu lama<br />berjaya membuat tampalan dalam masa 45 minit which was a record for me<br />pukul 4.15, issue denture yang dah siap repaired<br />bagus! satu pencapaian yang hebat untuk aku hari ni<br />:)<br /><br />kena prepare script untuk debate<br />alamak!!<br />sialolithiasis and sialadenitis belum baca lagi<br />ortho lagi pagi esok<br />huk3faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-52413309361926739772009-12-30T07:52:00.002+08:002009-12-30T07:58:50.141+08:00mak dan anakpetang semalam selepas habis merawat patient, saya telah menghantar pesanan ringkas kepada ibu saya yang berada di johor<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">saya</span>: momi monster!!<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">ibu</span>:ye babe monster. wassup<br />(saya sudah tergelak besar ketika menerima mesej itu)<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">saya</span>: babe baru habis klinik la. jap lagi nak pegi lab. ganas ibu :P<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">ibu</span>: tau xpe. mak dayat anak cikgu tarikun meninggal jumaat lepas. ari ni jiran depan umah nyai pulak<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">saya</span>: kenapa meninggal?<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">ibu</span>: xtau sbbnya. ibu lum sempat nak sembang dgn cikgu tarikun lg<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">saya</span>: kenapa x bgtau awal?<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">ibu</span>: kes lupala<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">saya</span>: apala ibu ni<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">ibu</span>: wargaemas mmg cmtu. sowi<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">saya</span>: klala la ibu ni<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">ibu</span>: hehe<br /><br />ye. itu perbualan antara saya dan ibu saya petang semalam<br />rasa mahu balik rumah sahaja minggu ni. muhammad sudah masuk sekolah minggu depan.<br />:)faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-59601827691466217352009-12-29T07:26:00.002+08:002009-12-29T07:32:23.704+08:00drain-eddid RCT in the morning. alhamdulillah, no problem occurred.<br />managed to obturate the premolar and i restored the tooth with permanent restoration<br />did Class II composite restoration and i was satisfied with the result<br />cantik untuk beginner macam aku. *wink*<br /><br />during afternoon session, i planned to obturate another case<br />this one was a disaster *erk!*<br />i failed to obturate properly and the supervisor asked to start from the beginning<br />when i told patient that i had to redo the whole procedure, she refused and requested for extraction<br />aku redha je x dapat buat RCT molar tapi xpela. aku pun x larat nak redo semua<br /><br />and the time came when i pull out the tooth, prapppp!!<br />i fractured the root<br />this, i expected because endo treated tooth is weak<br />turned out from RCT, became extraction and finished with MOS at 5.45pm<br />kalau buleh claim semua kan bagus<br />berangan!! hahahaha<br /><br />pagi ini mahu pergi ke rumah orang tua untuk bagi oral health education<br />mesti penat. dengar khabar kat tumpat<br />uish!faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-6076399755142684962009-12-28T08:16:00.001+08:002009-12-28T08:18:12.799+08:00alhamdulillah<div style="text-align: center;">i am slowly gaining my confidence and faith in myself<br />and i hope it will last<br />longer than before<br />better than before<br /></div>faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-11617298160038617542009-12-27T08:14:00.004+08:002009-12-27T23:28:30.029+08:00i'm back *sigh*2 days spent in kl managed to distract my focus on study or clinical stuffs<br />yesterday, i was here for a wedding reception<br />she's my lecturer and ex-PA<br />congratulations doctor!<br /><br />i cried my heart out when i with him and seha<br />i am so depressed with what's going on with my life<br />it is so stressful that i am thinking of seeing a psychiatrist so i can manage my stress<br /><br />i know sometimes it is just a little out of line thing that made me cry but considering the burden i've been carrying on my shoulder and have nobody to talk to, it makes me sad<br />i am trying my best to distract myself from this burden but i can't<br /><br />i need a kick start for me to move on<br />exam is in 2 weeks time and i don't think i have enough time to cover all the topics<br /><br />i am praying but i guess it is not enough<br />God, help me<br /><br />mommy, i miss you<br />ayah, i miss you so much~<br />and to the sibs, please pray for me. kakak sayang korang tapi kakak x tunjuk<br />dear, i need you to comfort me<br /><br />please, i need strength because i know i can do this<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://s8.photobucket.com/albums/a24/jezzabel33/th_depressed.jpg"><br /><br /></a>faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2638112547883089172.post-45093025812528554332009-12-23T19:06:00.002+08:002009-12-23T19:15:32.002+08:00long day. seriously exhaustedyesterday was a long day for me<br />i had to go to ward for morning round and found out that the round only started at 8.45am<br />nevermind, at least i had time to cover cases<br /><br />then, it was our turn for MOS clinic<br />2 patient failed to come. thus, only 1 of us manage to assist minor oral surgery<br />the rest, just observed (at least)<br />that went on until 1.30pm<br /><br />went straight to musalla and came down to clinic at 2<br />i had patient and planned for RCT<br />if you ever have experienced this, you will know that RCT is a long and meticulous procedure<br />finished at 5.30pm<br />then, me and gee went again to ward to clerk one case for our oral pathology/medicine session<br />we were at the ward until 7pm<br /><br />walked back to hostel and rushed things<br />because we had student seminar at 8.30pm<br />i overslept but still came to class<br />and they tortured me (mentally at least) because the class dragged till 10.30pm<br /><br />i hadn't had proper meals since morning<br />so i guessed, why don't i go to kfc to grab something quick<br />turned out i was wrong<br /><br />the queue was long<br />the service was slow<br />i had to wait until 11.15pm to get my order done<br /><br />and there you go. breakfast, lunch and dinner crammed into 1<br />huhu<br /><br />and i slept soundly after that only to realize this morning that i received 2 missed calls from my colleagues<br />when i asked him this morning why did he call me<br />he said, "we have one trauma case last night. allleged assault"<br />damn!!! i missed my on call.........faRhahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845079881095283816noreply@blogger.com0