a journey of a starless night

2010-06-19T22:45:00.003+08:00

spending time in kl with the other half and close friends
mm...have to come again next week for job interview, written exam and god knows what
i don't care what will be next. i just can't wait to start working. i'm afraid i will lose my skill if i leave the clinical environment too long. huhu :(

for the record, i watched The A-Team for 3 consecutive days
the movie was great. the storyline was great. i love action movies. weehee~~
Capt HM Murdock is THE MAN!!!
i think Jessica Biel did nothing in the movie except looking pretty. huh!

i am going back to johor tomorrow. muhammad is having fever (according to him) and asked me to come home ASAP. nak pergi jalan-jalan la tu :P

i can't help it that i am doing mental notes on what is the dental treatment plan of strangers i meet everyday. haha. typical dental student. and i still feel awkward if people address me as "doctor". need time to get used to it

:)

2010-06-11T21:50:00.002+08:00

i'm home. for good. finally
tapi dah tak boleh duduk diam. asyik nak keluar je. tapi duit takde :P

the grueling 5 years has ended and i am relieved. alhamdulillah~
segala puji bagi Allah kerana telah menjadikan mimpi ini satu kenyataan
to the teachers and colleagues, i am wholly indebted

i can't wait to start working soon. takut skill tumpul la. silap2 nak carve amalgam pun dah lupa
hahahah
sesiapa nak jadi my patient, sila angkat tangan!!!!!!!

http://www.middleborofamilydental.com/Cosmetic.nxg

16/5/2010

2010-05-13T01:03:00.002+08:00

it's the date where we will be battling our minds after 2 grueling clinical years
racing with time and heart beats
i can't wait for it to start and finish
i hope we will remake the history
insyaAllah

as for my friend, Nor Farhana aka Berry, she will be graduting on 22nd May
oh, i am so jealous
aku baru je habis exam, ko dah ambik scroll eh :P
anyhoo, congrats to you~
fiey, ko pulak bila nak abes?
huhu

i can't sit still for the past few days
i am an irritable and restless young lad who is so eager to sit for exam even though she has piles of notes untouched
hahaha

doakan kami semua ye~

farewell~

2010-05-08T19:02:00.002+08:00

seha is going back tonight. i can't send her to the bus station. she'll go by taxi
and i will be alone. i only have pipah with me and jun and nasyitah
i can't wait to pack my things and leave this place for good (insyaAllah)
it has been 5 long years...

this is where i learnt how to be independent
not to burden other people
do your own things and manage your life
nurin, dama and farha are enjoying their holiday
mine will come in 3 weeks. just 3 weeks left and i'll be gone

i only have one week left for study leave then the battle starts
i pray and i hope that all of us can smoothly sail through

right this moment, my tearducts swell
when will i see all of you again?...
you have been by my side for this whole years
and i'm going to miss every seconds of it and keep it fresh in my heart
you have become a part of my life and i won't forget that
insyaAllah, this bond will never end

all of you, i wish you the best of luck in everything you do
beat those people who underestimate you
my pray is always with you

a bunch of gratitude for giving me friends like you
thank you so much
NURIN, DAMA, AFIFAH, FASEHAH, ZANNA
and those names who i didn't mention here, you still have place in my memories
and that will never fade
...............

f.i.n.a.l

2010-05-02T19:31:00.002+08:00

2 weeks to go before Professional III exam starts
berhempas-pulas scan piles of notes
buat semua, doakan kejayaan kami
halalkan makan minum kami, halalkan ilmu yang dikongsi

ya Allah, permudahkan jalan kami
terangi hati kami
lapangkan dada kami
....

it's already mid april

2010-04-17T14:58:00.002+08:00

alhamdulillah, i have issued my bridge and crown

another one crown to go before i complete my fixed prosthodontics requirement

insyaallah, i will get it done on time

now, i hope the lab technician will help me to get my removable prosthesis issued

they always joke about me not to graduate this year

minta-minta kata-kata mereka itu x menjadi kenyataan walaupun hakikatnya aku dah bersedia

aku mahu pergi konvo beramai-ramai

tomorrow, i will try to get my molar RCT done

pity my patient because he had to endure with pain when my temporary filling dislodged 3 days before his final exam

huhu..

yesterday was a good day for me

we went out for dress hunting and found one that is great for my dinner (walaupun dinner itu akan berlaku dalam masa sebulan lagi. hehe)

and spent time (and money) at wakaf che yeh

with rm100, i bought 2 clothes and 8 scarves

gila kentang sungguh aku berbelanja

but they were all worth the money

i was satisfied with my bargains

later at night, we celebrated nurin's birthday at PCB

turned out, it was raining last night and we could not waste our night chit chatting accompanied with sea breeze and waves *sigh*

to zara, i like you AK's writing

keep it up, girl :)

back to school

2010-04-01T11:28:00.003+08:00

we went to penang for lawatan sambil belajar to Pusat Bekalan Air Sg Dua Pulau Pinang
the motive was to learn about water fluoridation. tapi akhirnya jadi belajar bagaimana air dirawat
at first, i was excited but the guide dragged our time and i was bored to death :P
panas pulak tu. tengahari buta suruh berjalan pusing loji air
nasib baik i ada kipas tangan yang baru beli kat feringghi the night before *lol*

i have 2 case write up to do but i don't know where to start
have to submit both on sunday
tomorrow, i have to go to machang for mobile clinic
sempat ke??.... erk

me wasting time on the ferris wheel :P

kepala hotak!!

2010-03-22T10:14:00.002+08:00

ok. aku bosan
hidup xde life tapi dengan penuh berdisiplin aku berjaya menyiapkan report dalam masa 2 hari
itu pencapaian yang membanggakan bagi diri aku yang terkenal dengan malas and last minute lady

malam tadi bermimpi dimarahi lecturer-in-charge in prosthodontics discipline
gila horror mimpi pasal requirement malam2

pakcik makcikku ke mekah buat umrah
bestnya....
semoga wak selamat pergi dan sampai :)

belum call patient untuk petang ni la
aish!! (ketuk kepala sendiri)

mau makan chocolate banyak2

sila garu kepala sebab post ini merepek

next week kena pergi penang
bukan jalan2 tapi ke loji fluoride
:P

bridge aku sudah hampir siap
yeay~
*padahal dah berlambak orang issue bridge :P*

another episode

2010-03-10T23:13:00.003+08:00

this is another episode of me pulling myself down....

physically and mentally exhausted
i am not sure how to carry myself again
one incident after another left me disorganized

6 weeks to go
can i finish my requirements?
still have many things to complete
my schedule is tight and i don't know where to squeeze in
sometimes, i wonder, "do i really want to do this?"

haven't cried for some time
i am wearing a happy facial expression to class everyday
i cannot face the lecturers without thinking "can i sit for the final exam?"

why am i feeling so hard to do things i initially like?
i feel like a burden

i want to run away but that will only make things worst

i need guidance
and support
and please help me stand whenever i fall....

have you brushed your teeth?

2010-03-03T23:41:00.002+08:00

i had no patient for afternoon session
i purposely didn't call any patient after both my patients could not come today
i am tired this whole week. i don't know why
..................

since last week, i felt something weird in my mouth
my tongue could feel something attached on my upper back tooth
so, i asked my friend to do scaling for me
i think, the last time i did one was when i was 2nd year student :P
now i know how patients feel when they are on dental chair (after not getting a proper dental treatment for more than 2 years)
up until now, i can still feel discomfort at my left jaw joint
sakit lenguh...
kesian aku. selalu buli patient, ni la akibatnya :P

i am thinking of removing that tooth because it is difficult for me to reach it during toothbrushing
anybody wants to do extraction for me?
lalalalala~

oh ya! i performed minor oral surgery yesterday
alhamdulillah...yeay~
i managed to anaesthesize the right place
(dah lama x inject kat tempat tu :P)
within 1 hour, i finished the procedure
ok la tu for a beginner like me :)

CFCS Family Day 2010

2010-02-27T19:12:00.002+08:00

hari ini ada CFCS Family Day
berlangsung di PPSG dari pukul 8.30 pagi sehingga 11.30 pagi
nasib baik mak angkat boleh datang tadi
kalau tak, ada sikit affect performance for CFCS
takut2 xleh sit for final exam
diorang ni....suka gertak pasal PRO exam tau :P

11.30 sharp, terus cabut semua bahan pameran
bila dean turun, terkejut tengok semua dah kemas
dia kata " not worth the effort. exhibition only for few hours. print posters banyak2"
xpela...
but the hall was full. ok la tu....

pics later if i rajin
ok
maghrib sudah
daa~

alhamdulillah....

2010-02-22T21:01:00.002+08:00

akhirnya berjaya ada case bridge

4 unit lak tu

full jacket porcelain lagi...

mesti korang x paham kan?

abaikan je. yang penting lepas satu lagi clinical requirement

lately, selalu balik lambat

habis klinik, terus pergi lab

banyak kerja tertangguh

hati mula rasa gelisah. entah sempat atau tak nak siapkan semua requirements

xmo grad sorang2 .... :(

2010-02-07T22:20:00.002+08:00

Ya Allah, aku mohon bantuan-Mu
permudahkanlah urusanku
rahmatilah perjalananku
tenangkanlah hatiku
berkatilah urusanku
pada-Mu aku bersujud semoga aku diberi ketenangan
dan kekuatan untuk menempuh hari-hari mendatang
Ya Allah, aku mohon pada-Mu
terangkanlah hatiku untuk menerima ilmu-Mu
lapangkanlah dada-Ku untuk mendapat ilham dari-Mu
limpahkanlah kurnia-Mu dalam pekerjaan harianku
amin..

saya suka chicken floss!!!

2010-02-01T08:05:00.002+08:00

saya suka chicken floss!!!
sangat2~
harga rm2.50 kat cintaku bakery pun xpela
janji dapat makan chicken floss
oh, chicken floss~

POYO!

2010-01-28T10:24:00.002+08:00

it's thursday and i have no class today
initially, i thought of joining the 4th year for their lectures but as usual, i woke up late
lame excuse from me, the lazy ass :P

i have been having sore throat for the past 3 days
it's getting better i think but my voice is still serak (don't know this word in english. LOL)

i have prepared a schedule for professional II which is in 3 months time
i am hoping that something knock me on my head so i will start to do my revision
like so seriously do my revision

but i am still worry about my requirement
oh...i need bridge work case
and my patient for crown is always outstation :(
i am thinking to find another patient for post and core and PBM crown
jahat la patient tu :'(

energize-d

2010-01-23T21:11:00.002+08:00

sudah kembali ke kampus yang banyak duka dari suka :P
walaupun hanya 3 hari berada di rumah, itu sudah cukup untuk mengembalikan keriangan di hati
tapi sebenarnya, tak cukup 3 hari pun
sampai2 johor je hari rabu tu, tengah hari terus ke klang
bermalam di rumah pakcikku dan ke shah alam keesokan harinya
pulang ke johor petang itu juga
dan semalam, naik bas ke kota bharu pada pukul 9 malam
oh ya! sultan johor mangkat (innalillahiwainnailaihirajiun....)
dan ketika keluar dari terminal larkin, nampak kereta dan polis berderet di hospital pakar puteri

esok tiada kelas hanya persiapan untuk school oral health day
seminggu ini tiada kelas hanya sesi beramah mesra dengan pelajar tingkatan satu
semoga hari2 mendatang akan lebih bermakna dari sebelum ini
amin....

it' exam!

2010-01-18T11:55:00.002+08:00

first paper down. 2 more to go
one in the afternoon. short answer question
what should i write in the essay paper?
huhu

berdebar-debar 2, 3 hari ni
dari semalam lagi dah mula restless macam orang amik dadah
x boleh nak duduk diam
sapu bilik la, mop lantai la, basuh baju la
pukul 10 malam baru la betul2 baca buku
apa nak jadi ni. aish~

to fiey and friends, good luck to us
may Allah guide and bless us
amin..

dah tau nak exam tu, baca la buku...

2010-01-14T13:16:00.002+08:00

makan dan tidur itu memang indah
lebih-lebih lagi kalau tak perlu memikirkan apa yang patut dibuat esok
bangun pagi dan terus sahaja buat apa yang terlintas di fikiran
tapi itu tidak terjadi kepada diriku memandangkan exam akan berlangsung selama dua hari iaitu pada 18 dan 19 hb Januari
makanya, setiap kali celik mata, pasti akan terlintas mahu baca tajuk apa pula ya hari ini?
wuwuwuwuwuw~~
mahu menangis sudah bila menyedari yang nota belum dibaca itu masih banyak dan tinggi lagi timbunannya

oh ya! teruk aku dimarahi oleh lecturer di klinik 2 hari lepas gara-gara tak tahu bagaimana mahu prescribe paracetamol
aiyak!! disaster sungguh
uhh~

selepas ini, aku mahu menjadi seorang yang fokus dan tekun mengulankaji pelajaran
ye. itu amay klise. tapi, biarkan saja aku begini :P

aku perlukan doa kamu semua semoga aku berjaya mengharungi peperiksaan minggu depan
semoga aku lulus ya~
amin...

desperado

2010-01-12T07:56:00.002+08:00

i am in desperate need of bridge. really need it
i have 12 more weeks to go before my clinical year ends in april
i don't even know whether i can sit for my professional exam or not
things are going in haphazard manner
i need to focus on my mid term exam first before i focus on other things
focus farha!focus!

oh owh!

2010-01-05T18:39:00.002+08:00

muhammad has entered tadika!!!!!
gave mother a call just now and he answered
rupa-rupanya semalam dia menangis lepas mama dia tinggalkan dia kat tadika
hari ni xnak pegi sekolah dah. dia tipu aku kata pergi sekolah. huhu
esok dia suruh mak aku hantar dia pergi sekolah
tadi pergi rumah nya'i, dia curik guli getah adila, sepupu aku.
selamba dia je

oh owh..hari ini sangat hectic
malam tadi, patient call bagitahu x dapat datang klinik pagi ni sebab dia ada kat kuantan
melepas nak buat root planing
pagi ni share patient dengan jun. tapi kesian jun sebab tiba2 aku kena shoot OPG dan scaling dulu sebelum extract root stump dia :P
nasib baik ada patient lain yang nak cabut gigi

petang pulak, tiba2 ada walk in patient nak repair denture
denture patah dua sebab terjatuh masa gosok gigi
berlari pantas nak siapkan denture sebab pukul 3 dah ada patient menunggu
setengah jam dia tunggu. bukannya nak bagitahu dah sampai
kesian pulak kena tunggu lama
berjaya membuat tampalan dalam masa 45 minit which was a record for me
pukul 4.15, issue denture yang dah siap repaired
bagus! satu pencapaian yang hebat untuk aku hari ni
:)

kena prepare script untuk debate
alamak!!
sialolithiasis and sialadenitis belum baca lagi
ortho lagi pagi esok
huk3

mak dan anak

2009-12-30T07:52:00.002+08:00

petang semalam selepas habis merawat patient, saya telah menghantar pesanan ringkas kepada ibu saya yang berada di johor

saya: momi monster!!
ibu:ye babe monster. wassup
(saya sudah tergelak besar ketika menerima mesej itu)
saya: babe baru habis klinik la. jap lagi nak pegi lab. ganas ibu :P
ibu: tau xpe. mak dayat anak cikgu tarikun meninggal jumaat lepas. ari ni jiran depan umah nyai pulak
saya: kenapa meninggal?
ibu: xtau sbbnya. ibu lum sempat nak sembang dgn cikgu tarikun lg
saya: kenapa x bgtau awal?
ibu: kes lupala
saya: apala ibu ni
ibu: wargaemas mmg cmtu. sowi
saya: klala la ibu ni
ibu: hehe

ye. itu perbualan antara saya dan ibu saya petang semalam
rasa mahu balik rumah sahaja minggu ni. muhammad sudah masuk sekolah minggu depan.
:)

drain-ed

2009-12-29T07:26:00.002+08:00

did RCT in the morning. alhamdulillah, no problem occurred.
managed to obturate the premolar and i restored the tooth with permanent restoration
did Class II composite restoration and i was satisfied with the result
cantik untuk beginner macam aku. *wink*

during afternoon session, i planned to obturate another case
this one was a disaster *erk!*
i failed to obturate properly and the supervisor asked to start from the beginning
when i told patient that i had to redo the whole procedure, she refused and requested for extraction
aku redha je x dapat buat RCT molar tapi xpela. aku pun x larat nak redo semua

and the time came when i pull out the tooth, prapppp!!
i fractured the root
this, i expected because endo treated tooth is weak
turned out from RCT, became extraction and finished with MOS at 5.45pm
kalau buleh claim semua kan bagus
berangan!! hahahaha

pagi ini mahu pergi ke rumah orang tua untuk bagi oral health education
mesti penat. dengar khabar kat tumpat
uish!

alhamdulillah

2009-12-28T08:16:00.001+08:00

i am slowly gaining my confidence and faith in myself
and i hope it will last
longer than before
better than before

i'm back sigh

2009-12-27T08:14:00.004+08:00

2 days spent in kl managed to distract my focus on study or clinical stuffs
yesterday, i was here for a wedding reception
she's my lecturer and ex-PA
congratulations doctor!

i cried my heart out when i with him and seha
i am so depressed with what's going on with my life
it is so stressful that i am thinking of seeing a psychiatrist so i can manage my stress

i know sometimes it is just a little out of line thing that made me cry but considering the burden i've been carrying on my shoulder and have nobody to talk to, it makes me sad
i am trying my best to distract myself from this burden but i can't

i need a kick start for me to move on
exam is in 2 weeks time and i don't think i have enough time to cover all the topics

i am praying but i guess it is not enough
God, help me

mommy, i miss you
ayah, i miss you so much~
and to the sibs, please pray for me. kakak sayang korang tapi kakak x tunjuk
dear, i need you to comfort me

please, i need strength because i know i can do this

long day. seriously exhausted

2009-12-23T19:06:00.002+08:00

yesterday was a long day for me
i had to go to ward for morning round and found out that the round only started at 8.45am
nevermind, at least i had time to cover cases

then, it was our turn for MOS clinic
2 patient failed to come. thus, only 1 of us manage to assist minor oral surgery
the rest, just observed (at least)
that went on until 1.30pm

went straight to musalla and came down to clinic at 2
i had patient and planned for RCT
if you ever have experienced this, you will know that RCT is a long and meticulous procedure
finished at 5.30pm
then, me and gee went again to ward to clerk one case for our oral pathology/medicine session
we were at the ward until 7pm

walked back to hostel and rushed things
because we had student seminar at 8.30pm
i overslept but still came to class
and they tortured me (mentally at least) because the class dragged till 10.30pm

i hadn't had proper meals since morning
so i guessed, why don't i go to kfc to grab something quick
turned out i was wrong

the queue was long
the service was slow
i had to wait until 11.15pm to get my order done

and there you go. breakfast, lunch and dinner crammed into 1
huhu

and i slept soundly after that only to realize this morning that i received 2 missed calls from my colleagues
when i asked him this morning why did he call me
he said, "we have one trauma case last night. allleged assault"
damn!!! i missed my on call.........

in need of

2009-12-21T19:48:00.002+08:00

i am in need of comfort and love
mommy, i need you~
*sob3*

on the contrary, i am about to go out for window shopping *what??*
i just can not tahan myself from browsing through racks of shoes and clothes
biarlah walaupun di kb mall
for the past few days, i have been bloghopping to fill the need of looking at beautiful clothes,accessories, bags and shawls
haha. silly me

makan free

2009-12-19T12:17:00.002+08:00

semalam, kami ke rumah family cfcs aku di kedai lalat (agaknya)
pergi semata-mata nak makan. hehe
tapi kami sampai lambat
janji pukul 2, tapi sampai pukul 3
bila sampai diorang dah habis makan
gagagaga~~

sesampainya kami, sembang sikit2 dan mereka pun menghidangkan lauk
wahhhh!!!banyaknya lauk...
kami teruja kerana kami tahu masakan mak angkat aku memang sedap

ada lauk ikan siakap percik (heaven~~), udang goreng dengan sayur, kari ayam (sedap~~), kacang botor dengan sambal belacan (pedas habis la) dan juga ikan kering
masing-masing tambah nasi 2 kali
memang sedap

kami semua menunggu lain kali untuk diajak datang makan kat rumah
hahahahaha

time flies

2009-12-18T12:46:00.003+08:00

i have browsing through my friends' photos when i realized that we've grown up
we all have become someone w never thought we could be when we were in school
most of them have graduated and few have married
while i am still here :P

i even had the thought "why i didn't do well in my SPM trial? if not, i wouldn't be here". i have planned out my journey that i would be doing my first degree in NZ.
but i guess, Allah knows better
fret not, i am still grateful that i am here and still doing things that i love even thought there were times when i felt that i am a useless brat

they have changed so much
i'm not sure whether they still remember as their schoolmate because i didn't really have many friends back then
i'm just a person they've known once then
*blerrgghhh*

nevertheless, i still hope that i can meet all of them one day

2009-12-17T12:49:00.000+08:00

piles and tonnes of work to be done
less and less time available
more and more distractions appearing
why and why this is happening?

2009-12-16T07:55:00.001+08:00

good morning~
(xde modal dah :P)

sleepy-head

2009-12-15T07:59:00.001+08:00

tidur lambat malam tadi gara-gara facebook-ing
sebabnya, terjumpa page old classmates masa kat muar dulu dan agak terkejut melihat banyak perubahan yang tak disangka-sangka
hasilnya, pagi ini bangun dengan penuh rasa malas dan mata masih lagi berair menahan ngantuk
kejap lagi nak buat RCT ni
alahai....

sarapan dulu ye

gosoklah gigi tu

2009-12-13T22:44:00.002+08:00

how many times should we brush our teeth?
answer: at least twice daily. once in the morning and before bed. by before bed, i mean, after your last meal and you are sure that you are not taking any food after that. if you do, please feel free to brush your teeth once again.

how do i choose my toothbrush?
answer: please use soft-bristled toothbrush. full stop. and please use fluoridated toothpaste because fluoride will make your teeth more resistant to acid attack.

can i use mouth rinse?
answer: yes, you can. but do not substitute tooth brushing with mouth rinsing. mouth rinsing alone will do nothing good. tooth brushing coupled with flossing is the best method to maintain your oral hygiene.

i always forget to bring my toothbrush wherever i go? how can i maintain my oral hygiene if i go outing?
answer: tooth brushing after every meal is recommended but this is not practical. what you can do is, rinse with tap water after you eat. this will at least remove any food particle and debris. and please drink plenty of plain water to neutralize the acid formed every time you eat.

why my gum always bleed every time i brush my teeth?
answer: because your gum is inflamed. in other word, you have gingivitis. it is caused by plaque formed after you eat. plaque can be removed by tooth brushing and flossing. consult your dentist for the correct tooth brushing technique. accumulated plaque sometimes hardens and become calculus. calculus can only be removed by scaling.

healthy gum

healthy versus diseased gum

serene

2009-12-12T09:45:00.001+08:00

oi!!beratur la!!!

2009-12-11T00:49:00.005+08:00

korang sakit hati x bila korang dah beratur nak bayar barang kat kaunter, pastu ada makhluk potong queue?

benda ni berlaku kat kitorang semalam. kat tesco. jam 7pm
line memang tengah panjang. kaunter pulak x banyak yang bukak
redha jela amik line panjang nak bayar barang2 kitorang yang x seberapa ni kan

sedang kitorang berborak sambil tunggu turn nak bayar, elok je makcik ni bawak troli dengan niat nak potong queue. depan aku pulak tu
ewah2..banyak cantik
terus aku menjeling kat dia dengan maksud tersirat, "pehal lak kau nak potong line aku?x reti beratur ke?"
tapi aku diam jela kan...

kebetulan pulak, belakang kitorang dah ada yang sambung queue dan belakang makcik tu pun ada orang sambung queue
habis tu camne?

bila orang depan dah gerak sikit, makcik tu pun tolak troli dia ke depan aku
wahhh!!ingat aku nak bagi can ke? xde maknanya
dengan pantas, aku angkat bakul dan tolak troli makcik tu ke belakang
aku x paham dengan makcik tu kenapa dia mesti tolak2 troli dia kat aku dan tuduh anak dia yang masih kecik, "adik, jangan tolak2. kena orang nanti!"
eh, biar betul kan. dah buat salah xnak mengaku pulak

bila orang depan dah keluarkan barang2 dia yang sangat banyak tu kan, dengan cepat aku terus melangkah ke depan troli makcik tu sambil melaung kat kawan2 yang lain, "eh korang. meh sini barang2 korang. aku bayarkan dulu."

lelaki kat belakang kitorang ada sound makcik tu sedas, "beratur la. apa pulak potong barisan ni? orang lain dah beratur ni"
makcik tu boleh jawab, "manade potong barisan. kita dah lama berdiri kat sini, kata kita potong barisan pulak."

aku diam je sebab aku berjaya menanda territory pembayaran aku dan buat makcik tu bengang.
bengong punya orang. dah la bawak 3 troli pastu nak potong queue pulak
keluar surau, nampak lagi makcik tu
aku pun tenung je dia dengan pandangan menusuk kalbu sampai aku blah
hahahahahahaha!!!!! padan muka

it's sweet. it's cold

2009-12-10T01:02:00.002+08:00

i have been craving for something sweet for the past few days
nothing can satisfy my crave for carbonated drinks and secret recipe's cakes
right after class, i went to tesco with my classmates and dined at KFC
i ordered large drink instead of regular
and guess what? i asked my friends to go to 7eleven so i could have another dose of pepsi
plan was to buy cold drink and chips and spend time watching movies
told you, i bought the big gulp of pepsi
silly me. let me be for just this time
it's not that i regularly gulp carbonated drink

i shared something which was out of people's thinking with my friends
and when everything seems so smooth and perfect, there is something crooked somewhere in the middle
...................................................................

feverish

2009-12-08T11:04:00.002+08:00

demam dan x larat nak buat apa2 melainkan baring dan tidur
dari semalam lagi dah mula rasa tekak x selesa
bila tengok dalam cermin, pharynx nampak merah instead of pink
tonsils ok. x membesar
diagnosis untuk diri sendiri ialah pharyngitis

bila bangun tidur pagi ni, suara dah xde
ada pun, macam x boleh nak keluar
badan rasa panas, tekak kering, dada rasa sesak
ada selsema pulak tu
confirm demam

pergi student klinik tadi, doktor kata ada URTI
ada 5 ubat kena makan
PCM, amoxycillin, tripolidine, diphenhydramine syrup dan juga difflam mouthwash
tripolidine dan diphenhydramine syrup akan menyebabkan mengantuk
maka saya pun tidak akan ke klinik hari ini sebab takut salah drill gigi. huhu
lagipun, hari ni kena treat pediatric patient
takut jangkitkan kat diorang je..

2009-12-07T07:58:00.002+08:00

i feel sleepy even after 6 hours of sleep
there is a presentation i have to prepare but i haven't reach anywhere near half
bluekk :P

from day to day, i don't have the mood to go to clinic
i feel tired
the feeling is overwhelming
.................

it's breakfast again
same menu, bread and cheese and hot nescafe

i plan to do post and core this morning
please pray for me that i am able to remove all the GP
i have been doing the same thing for 2 visits which is wasting time
my friend had issued her first crown
makes me super jealous and i don't feel good about it

:(

law and medico legal documentation

2009-12-05T23:00:00.001+08:00

those are the topics i have to cover for my presentation this week
what should i put in my slides?
i don't read law
OMG! i am gonna die
huhu

wardrobe dream

2009-12-04T23:23:00.002+08:00

i always wanted to go to the beach wearing flowy maxi dress with straw hat and t-bar sandal
and of course a pair of huge shades (which i doubt i could wear it because i am nearly blind :P)

i always love the sound of the wave hitting the sand and fresh breeze caressing the cheeks
and the warmth of the sand is just so relaxing

makes me feel like spending some time at the beach
and losing myself in a blissful surrounding

wearing something like this would be fun ;)

if i wear this, will you take me to the beach?
i hope you will because i'll be happy
:)

like there is nothing else to talk about kan?

bye bye love~

2009-12-03T22:07:00.002+08:00

mom and sis are on their way to home town
sedeynya...huk3
lepas ni jumpa semula masa cuti chinese new year la
alahai..

esok birthday muhammad
x pernah join diorang celebrate birthday budak kecik tu
huhu

back to school sigh

2009-12-01T07:53:00.002+08:00

it's raining since yesterday and i am in bliss
gosh! why do i have to go to class during this time of weather?....

mom and sis are here with me in my little room
don't know when will they go back

i don't have patient for this morning
why am i always short of patient?
they must think that i am lazy because my chair is always empty
*sigh again*

care to join me for breakfast?

2009-11-23T08:00:00.001+08:00

morning everyone
it is 8am and i am supposed to have class at 8.15am
as usual, i am always later

i am having my breakfast right now
want to join me?
i have hot nescafe, bread, cheese and black pepper powder
if only i have toaster and i woke up earlier this morning, i would make myself french toast
yummy~~

at this moment, i don't feel like doing anything
i just want to go home...

aye aye

2009-11-21T23:07:00.002+08:00

i hate sundays
i hope that every day is friday. i just love spending time in bed and watching DVDs on weekend

by the way, exam is in january
which makes me realize i don't have enough time to cover all the topics
i have to pass the exam or i won't be able to sit for the professional exam in may

i always forget what i read and the lecturers think that i don't read because i seem to not know everything
mmm....

i have a thought that may be i am not fit in this area
maybe this is not the field where i belong

kan dah kata...

2009-11-17T18:54:00.000+08:00

patient tidak datang pagi ini
kebosanan aku sepagian
aaaaarrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
requirement banyak lagi belum buat
sempat ke??

okay la

2009-11-17T08:05:00.002+08:00

i hope my patient will come today
i've scolded one patient yesterday because he didn't bother to answer my call or even reply my SMSes
kalau dah balik kampung lama2 tu, bagitau jela. kan dah kena marah sebab x cakap betul

i have one ideal case for bridge work but apparently, he couldn't be reached on his cell or house number
haih....
jangan la camni encik. saya mau carik makan

sape ada masah gig bergoyang tapi xde cavity (i am looking for patients with gum problem here), sila beri nombor telefon anda supaya saya boleh panggil anda datang ke klinik dan jumpa saya yang comel ini (ye. sila muntah)

i slept through the night. how satisfied my mind is :P
tu pun ada hati nak bangun lambat lagi

sakit pinggang

2009-11-13T01:33:00.002+08:00

hari ini masuk hari ke-6 pinggang aku sakit
it started last sunday bila semalaman aku tidur tiarap (oh. itu memang kebiasaan)
the next day, i had a backache
it disturbs my daily activities
i cannot sit for a long period, i cannot drive, i cannot perform prayers well
the only time i don't feel pain are when i am standing/walking and lying

i thought it will go away, you know like a usual back pain you had when you sleep in a wrong position
but this doesn't

i don't know what's happening
sometimes it gets worse
sometimes the pain disappears

at this moment, i am lying on my chest in my bed
and i feel comfortable
....................................

ANC/toddler

2009-11-10T07:45:00.002+08:00

hari ini session dental public health akan dilaksanakan di klinik ante natal dan tadika
takott~~
sebab lecturer ada kat situ untuk assess
kalau buat merepek, siap sedia la untuk dimarahi

nanti kat tadika, kitorang akan berlakon
ngeh3~

inilah bendanya xD

2009-11-06T12:17:00.002+08:00

ada tgh jadi tempat simpan habuk kat rak
hahahaha
alhamdulillah...usaha last minute terbayar
:)

ni cerita lama
belasah jela

okay. here it goes

2009-11-06T11:50:00.002+08:00

my friend was admitted to observation ward emergency dept last night
she has an allergic reaction towards NSAID after taking it for her foot pain
i was with her until 2am until i could not tahan my sleepiness
left her there until morning because she was under observation for 6 hours
huhu
today, she looks way better than yesterday

at this moment, i am so into "THROUGH MY WINDOW"
i have been mashing up the song in the hope that at least i win RM10
hahaha
i don't even know how to read musical notes :P
never mind la, for suka2 only

hari ini

2009-11-06T02:41:00.002+08:00

ada sesuatu berlaku semalam
perkara yang agak x munasabah la

malam sebelumnya, aku ke emergency department sebab on call
tunggu kat sana sampai pukul 2 pagi
sampai bilik je, cepat2 bersiap dan tidur

aku hanya bangun bila handphone berbunyi sebab patient call
baru teringat ada bagi appointment pukul 8.30 pagi
bila tengok jam, dah pukul 9.30 pagi
apa lagi, terus mandi dengan sepantas kilat dan speed walk ke klinik

bukak pintu klinik je mana2 classmates yang bertembung bagitau,
"eyh.x pegi kelas eh?bapak angkat kirim salam.berani ko x pegi kelas dia"
aku pun, "kelas pe?"
mereka, "case presentation dengan dean"
aku, "sumpah aku lupa betul. huhu"

dah lupa kan, nak buat camne, teruskan jela hari tu dengan examined patient dan buat scaling

pagi tadi, terserempak dengan dean dan terus mengaku bersalah sebab x pegi kelas dia
memang aku lupa betul...

dean tanya aku, "how's your clinic and study?"
jawapan aku mestilah, "slow je prof..."
dia ada cakap, final year tahun ni agak slow kalau nak dibandingkan dengan 4th year
our knowledge is too superficial
ni mesti kes aku buat salah kat klinik dah sampai kat telinga dia

aku sudah cuak
sempat ke nak fulfill requirement yang banyak tu dalam masa 5 bulan?
benda2 macam ni la yang selalu buat heart rate aku racing dan aku selalu pening kepala
habis tu, nak macam mana lagi...
......................................................

silent

2009-11-01T01:21:00.002+08:00

i cry silently
in the middle of the night
when nobody is here
whom i can share my feelings with

i am just a girl
who still needs kisses and hugs
and assurance that everything is going to be okay

silly me

2009-10-31T19:59:00.002+08:00

i had a dream last night
quite a nice one i think

it featured me at the mall
i was at the perfume counter trying all sorts of perfumes available
i was hooked up with SJP's perfume collection and bought one for myself
in real life, i never saw any SJP's collection over the perfume counter
aish...

when i woke up, i actually looked for the 'perfume' i bought
silly me :P

ada sesiapa nak belikan perfume x?
dapat yang bodyshop punya pun jadi la
:D

back pain

2009-10-29T11:43:00.002+08:00

aku naik ambulance amek vic of accident
aku seronok
tapi vic itu sangat ganas meronta
dia x sedarkan diri
aku terpaksa pegang kaki tangan dia dengan kuat sebelum dia bukak cervical collar
owh..dia sangat ganas
kudrat aku x cukup untuk pegang dia
kenapa rescuer lain xnak tolong aku pegang dia eh?
diorang kan lelaki
hhmmm......

sekarang bahu dan belakang aku sakit
tampal koyok best ni
yoko yoko pun ada
:P

:)

2009-10-22T19:46:00.002+08:00

i presented my topic of research this morning
alhamdulillah, everything went well
i wasn't expecting good comment from the judges but yeah, i think i deserved it
according to the judges, my presentation was nicely done with interesting topic and interesting result
they didn't ask any question to me which amazed me
and they said, if no question was asked, it meant the presentation was clear and understandable
alhamdulillah once again

during the closing ceremony, they announced the winners for each category
guess what?
i was the first runner up for clinical study category :)
only me and the winner weren't asked any question by the judges
that impressive huh?
hehe

and the winners are going to represent our school at national level in january which will be held in UM

after all the hard work and stress and inadequate sleep and stuff,
i managed to get something as reward
thank you to all~
rombongan beramai-ramai ke UM

7th SSC

2009-10-22T00:44:00.002+08:00

tomorrow, i will be presenting my research for 7th student scientific conference
i am not sure whether i have prepared for it
i feel uneasy and try to block it away
it has been there in my mind for the past few weeks

i played around a lot
i messed things up
i tend to rush things at the very last minute
i just don't know...

had exam this afternoon
i didn't read before the exam
once again, i messed up

i just hope that i can finish my presentation as planned without so many questions from the floor
amin...

okay..

2009-10-19T20:38:00.002+08:00

ada kelas pagi ini
x menarik sungguh. huh! tapi xpela sebab sekarang sedang buat A&E posting
A&E itu menarik ;-)

yang x bestnya, lepas ni akan masuk klinik tiap2 hari sampailah final exam
(insyaAllah boleh amek final exam :P)

mmm...
i am so gonna miss doing medical posting
less stress, less mess, less burden
aish...
nobody understands this

sebenarnya, makin hari makin rasa jauh
...........................

oh! went to post mortem meeting in UM and we got great news
that is to be kept among us only *wink*
then, headed straight to penang to celebrate my GF birthday
pictures later
have to go on call
tata~

adrenaline rush

2009-10-15T01:12:00.002+08:00

i had adrenaline rush this one whole day
dapat tengok live emergency cases kat emergency department
polytrauma, reduced sensorium, cardiac arrest

2 cardiac arrest patients died
i performed CPR on them
rasa macam nak luruh jantung sebab heart rate menjulang naik

i also gedik2 buat triage-ing
gagaga~~

the photos

2009-10-13T23:42:00.005+08:00

these were taken during HTD last weekend

malam kejadian yang berlaku hujan lebat beserta guruh
akibatnya, gerai kami kebanjiran
diorang ni kerja tolak air

were trying to convince them to try air khatira
and we did!
the next day, the bought air khatira again

bancuhan waffle yang aku buat
gagaga~~

emosi masih lagi tak terkawal. sabarlah hati. hampir terfikir untuk melakukan sesuatu di luar dugaan

what if?

2009-10-13T08:12:00.002+08:00

what will happen if i give up?

i am so not in the mood these few days
and i am not bothered with what is happening around me

i lose myself...again
and i don't know for how long i will be like i am now

my soul is empty
i miss my space
and i miss lonesome

just let me be here
i beg no words or gestures

just let me be...

bloody hell!!

2009-10-12T22:31:00.002+08:00

i am now posted at emergency department
so far, not many interesting cases i have seen (or is it because i always come late to A&E? :P)

yesterday, i saw one case of motor vehicle accident
i felt great because i got to see blood
real blood man..
hahahaha
damn crazy girl

ish..

2009-10-11T00:34:00.001+08:00

there's nothing else i can say
duduk diam2 jela
.............................................................

akhirnya

2009-10-10T19:17:00.002+08:00

akhirnya kami tutup gerai
awal pulak tu
pukul 3 dah bungkus
x larat nak tunggu lagi lagipun esok start kelas
bosannya.....

mujur juga berkemas awal sebab x lama lepas habis kemas, hujan pun turun dengan lebat beserta ribut yang hampir menumbangkan gerai

sampai bilik terus tidur
bangun2 je, sapu dan mop lantai
rasa bersepah pulak bilik (padahal hari2 memang bersepah pun)

makcik gerai sebelah sedih bila tengok kami kemas awal
xde kawan agaknya
hehehe

kami dapat air cincau free sebekas sebab bagi air gula free kat diorang
hahahaha

har.har.har

2009-10-09T01:10:00.002+08:00

hari ni hari pertama hari terbuka desa ataupun HTD
aku dan kawan2 berpakat nak buka gerai
jadinya, hari ini dalam sejarah la kiranya kan

masing2 ada kelas sampai petang
jadi, kami set up gerai lambat
semua orang tanya kenapa lambat buka
dah, nak buat macam mana kan....

apa yang kami jual?
air khatira, bandung cincau, pancake, waffle, sweet corn and hash brown
belum tau lagi untung atau tidak
tak larat la nak kira semua tu sekarang ni....

well. better said than done

2009-10-07T04:30:00.004+08:00

i woke up from sleep at 2.30am
purposely slept early because i felt like staying up
bullshit!

now. now. i should be doing my work but i read blogs instead
uurghhhh!!!

i have plan for this weekend
mommy also has something for me
let's pray that i will get that 'thing' as earliest possible
amin....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to whoever celebrate their birthdays this month
may God bless you always
you know i love you all :)

to the laid back guy, CONGRATULATIONS on your convocation
we both owe each other, aight?
:D

and people,
HAVE A GOOD DAY AHEAD~~

waffle-D

2009-10-06T01:08:00.001+08:00

baru sahaja selesai membuat waffle
1st time buat, adunan jadi sangat kenyal
-->tak berapa sedap

adunan kedua, sudah menjadi
cumanya tak sanggup nak tunggu lebih 5 minit untuk waffle tu masak
banyak keping kami makan
hehe

hujung minggu ni akan ada lagi~

without further a due

2009-10-02T19:20:00.004+08:00

raya tahun ni agak sibuk
raya pertama dah berangkat ke klang
sampai je petang tu, terus ke sabak bernam
dah 4 tahun rasanya x raya kat sabak bernam
huhuhu~~

oh my! oh my!

2009-09-26T21:47:00.003+08:00

right now, at this moment i really feel like cooking
the menu?

mee bandung

but i don't have transport to go to supermarket
and i don't have my friends here to eat what i cook
and i don't have the budget for it

tengok gambar jela....

aku memang suka menunggu. blerrghhhh!!

2009-09-26T10:37:00.002+08:00

bas untuk pulang ke kampung khamis lepas patut bertolak pukul 8 malam
dan bas transnasional selalu tiba tepat pada waktunya
waktu aku dan noddy sampai ke stesen bas pukul 6.30 petang tu, bas ke batu pahat dah ada
bas ke johor bahru belum sampai lagi
takpe...selalu pukul 7.30 bas ke jb baru ada

kami pun berjalan kaki dari stesen bas ke restoran tarbush untuk buka puasa
aku xtau nasi apa yang aku makan tapi rasanya sedap
rasa macam nak order lagi lain kali tapi restoran tu menunya berubah ikut hari...

lepas berbuka, kami pun speedwalked ke stesen bas
tengok jam, masih sempat nak jamak taqdim ni
makanya, kami pun bercepat-cepatan

bila aku tengok, bas ke jb x sampai2 lagi
dah pukul 8 ni
pergi ke kaunter, diorang kata bas belum sampai lagi
xtau kat mana
buleh pulak camtu

naseb ada kawan. sorang nak ke seremban pukul 8.30. sorang lagi ke klang pukul 9
xtau apa nasib, bas ke seremban pun lambat. yang ke klang dah selamat bertolak dah...
pukul 9.30 masih xde lagi bayang bas
hati dah cuak sebab teringat pemandu bas mogok malam raya
alahai.....

aku bukannya apa, kalau gerak lambat, nanti sampai jb dah tengah hari. pukul berapa pulak nak sampai rumah kan..
pukul 10 baru bas sampai. pakcik tu buleh pulak buat lawak walaupun tau dia sampai lambat
buat2 lawak konon kitorang suka la tu
oh, please.....

dan driver bawak bas dengan perlahan
amat perlahan...
patutnya pukul 10 pagi dah boleh sampai jb (perjalanan kb-jb mengambil masa 12 jam ye. sebab tu kaki selalu cramp kalau naik bas)
tapi hari jumaat tu, terminal larkin hanya boleh dilihat dengan mata kepala pada pukul 12
14 jam atas bas yang amat menyeksakan!!!!!!

aaaccchhhoooooooom

2009-09-26T10:36:00.002+08:00

endless sneezing since i arrived this morning
damn! my room was dusty
i only left it for a week
hish!

quickly took a shower and did some cleaning
that's when i started sneezing endlessly until my nose became red like clown
bleerggghhhh~~

currently, i am having biskut suji for breakfast
so yummy~

sakit la...

2009-09-16T19:58:00.001+08:00

buleh pulak aku ada angular stomatitis
huhu
ni mesti kes derma darah aritu pastu terus x cukup iron
sakit okay xleh nak bukak mulut besar2
:(

ku t'lah jatuh cinta

2009-09-15T20:29:00.002+08:00

something happened this morning but i rather keep it to myself
instead, i will tell you another story

yes, this is a story of me drooling over one guy who happened to be supervising me in the clinic this afternoon
damn!!!!!
my heart fluttered when he looked at me (or the other way round :P)
i smiled the whole afternoon because of him
gosh! i wish he knows my name...
he even praised my work causing my heart rate to double (hahahaha. okay. i bluff. so what?)

i have excuse to look for him tomorrow because i accidentally forgot to ask for his signature for the treatman plan
*wink*

who knows maybe my heart beats triple the rate tomorrow?
hahahahaha

rare scene

2009-09-12T20:14:00.002+08:00

it is a (quite) rare scene seeing me sitting at the table trying to get my work done
seriously because i am such a lazy brat
:P

i will drag my work until the very last minute
and when that time arrives, i will work my head fast enough to finish them

please, don't try this yourself because i suffer
huhu
but being me, i never learn from my many mistakes :D

bunga api

2009-09-12T02:17:00.002+08:00

ada orang main api kat hostel
cam best jek
nak join gak tapi kawan-kawanku cam xnak pulak :P

mercun memang x main
takott~~~
hahahaha xD
tengok orang main jela

ada dengar bunyi meriam
wahh
bertambah semangat nak balik
sebab kat kampung ada pakcik yang akan main meriam sejurus sahaja azan maghrib berkumandang
xtaula dia puasa ke x :P

aku dalam dilema la...

mode : RAYA

2009-09-11T22:12:00.000+08:00

sedang berusaha untuk download lagu-lagu raya
tak sangka ada 6 hari je lagi nak balik rumah
huhu..tak sabarnya saya~~

hari ini hari apa?

2009-09-11T03:22:00.002+08:00

tidak bangun sahur sekali lagi pagi tadi
ish...ape la nak jadi ni

pergi klinik dengan perut kosong
huhu...masuk angin jadinya

berjaya menyiapkan MMR untuk immediate denture
tengok nanti macam mana hasilnya masa try in

kepeningan huru hara
aarrrggghhhh!!!!!

mau tidur la
tapi nanti takut x bangun sahur lagi
tunggu kejap lagi kot...

super penat

2009-09-10T01:00:00.003+08:00

baru ku sedar kenapa aku jadi sangat mengantuk seharian ni
malam sebelumnya aku cuma tidur 30minit sebelum sahur dan 1 jam selepas sahur
lepas subuh, terus bersiap untuk ke kelas sebab pesakit temujanji ramai

peliknya, aku tak mengantuk pun seharian semalam
malam tu pulak, ada kempen derma darah mega
dan aku pun turut serta
ramai gila umat datang nak derma darah

buka puasa dengan mihun goreng saje sebab nasi dah habis waktu kami tiba lepas sembahyang maghrib
bengan betul aku
hish!!
dah tau orang ramai, tak nak pulak sediakan makanan lebih

dan aku pun derma darah sebanyak 450ml
hehe
masih lagi mampu bertahan selepas derma darah (sebab selalunya ada je insiden pengsan2 lepas derma darah :P)

posisi awal sebelum terpaksa bertukar katil sebab vein tangan kiri sangat kecik
huhu
sekarang tangan kanan ada hematoma
capillary rupture la pulak kan...

balik bilik terus tidur tak sedarkan diri sampai terlepas sahur pagi tadi
dan pergi kelas dalam keadaan yang sangat mengantuk
aku rasa kerana aku kekurangan OKSIGEN
.........

mengantuk

2009-09-09T08:00:00.000+08:00

tetap rasa mengantuk lagi walaupun dah tidur awal sampai terlepas sahur
xde moodnya nak pegi klinik.....

ehem2

2009-09-08T02:52:00.002+08:00

i have a thing with a guy who
--> is tall
--> is not too bulky
--> has shoulder-length straight hair
--> has nice smile
--> is sleepy-eyed (because i am one too. cett :P)
--> will give me pocket money every month so i can spend it. hahahaha xD

ni semua adalah angan2 saje ye
blerrghhh~~

-------> oii!!x reti nak tidur ke? esok ada klinik la. gedik :P

torn between two

2009-09-08T00:31:00.002+08:00

tadi kat bazar, nak beli air lepas berebut beli makanan
terpaku depan deretan air yang berwarna-warni
rasa macam nak minum cendol. tapi macam nak air kelapa gak
nak yang mana satu eh?
bergerak sedikit demi sedikit ke tempat air tu
orang sebelah order cendol
ish, nak cendol gak la
okay. hati dah tetap. nak order cendol
tak lama pastu orang sebelah kanan order air kelapa
camne ni? rasa macam nak air kelapa lak
aish

bila dah sampai turn...

"mm..nak air kelapa satu"
akhirnya order air kelapa

nasib baik tak beli dua2 :P

i tak tamak tau
xD

kuih raya

2009-09-07T18:05:00.003+08:00

kuih raya

sangat teringin nak makan kuih suji
dulu tak berapa nak suka tapi sekarang ni jadi tergila-gilakan pulak
nevermind. my mom will make them for me :)

jealous

2009-09-06T02:48:00.002+08:00

they were out and brought a pair of shoes each
damn jealous
on second thought, i wont be wearing fancy shoes during raya or whatever
but still.....i am jealous
i want at least a pair too
;(

o yeah, we went out to mamak (again?)
no cheesy moment occurred tonight
this girl really wanted roti canai banjir
obviously, not me
because i craved for something else

KFC!!!!!!!!!
hahaha
i ordered regular X-meal
so i had to taste both the chicken and burger
hehe

their new menu, cheesy chicken macaroni is so cheesy
better to eat it while it is still hot or else you will be bloated :P

hey girl!!
go sleep la
so late already

*nite2*

obsessed~

2009-09-05T15:59:00.001+08:00

currently, am cracking up my head
why do i have to do this?

smack right in my face
drag me back into reality

buka nanti nak makan pizza boleh?

we've been drugged

2009-09-05T02:34:00.002+08:00

dalam pada dapat nombor telefon semalam, kami masih lagi teringin nak pergi makan roti canai
weyh!!!aku nak teh tarik gelas besar
ye. aku tamak

tapi, kami berjaya mengekang nafsu kami
kami tak keluar pun malam ni
hanya menghabiskan masa di depan laptop sambil tengok wayang hindi
aamir khan yang berlakon

sebelum tu, mestilah ada sesi asam garam rempah kehidupan
barulah menarik kehidupan malam kami kan
:P

RONI

2009-09-04T04:05:00.003+08:00

ada cerita menarik hari ini
tadi kami ke lepak kat mamak
masing2 teringin nak makan roti canai

sesudah makan, kami ke kaunter untuk membayar
rakanku yang seorang ini telah diberikan resit
dia terasa ada kertas keras dalam tangannya
rupa-rupanya, mamak itu telah menyelitkan nombor telefon semasa nak pulangkan baki dan bagi resit
disuruh call
"please call me. 014-22(pastu dah tak ingat). roni"
muahahahahaha xD
lawak hindi sungguh

(layan lagu hindustan sepanjang sesi melantak tadi sebab restoran itu asyik memainkan lagu-lagu hindi)

so long

2009-09-03T18:10:00.003+08:00

suffian called just now
we haven't talked to each other for so long
currently based in kedah, he has no worry whether he has raya holiday or not :P

hey, big brother!
i want duit raya
please bank in into my account :D

seriously???

2009-09-03T11:21:00.001+08:00

i woke up this morning and received an SMS saying the exam will be forwarded to 12 pm
blerghhh!!!!

nasib baik ada baca gak sikit2 malam tadi
aish!

viva semalam pun x habis lagi
kejap lagi mesti kena la ni

ok. now i am scared.

2009-09-02T13:00:00.001+08:00

woke up late this morning
and i mean....late
received an SMS from te group leader that there will be a viva session
damn!!

buka puasa dengan nona..

2009-08-31T20:11:00.002+08:00

i cooked.................again
this time, i made tom yam
instant tom yam to be exact
and the decision was also instant

i made blackcurrant added with evaporated milk and longan
nice
you should try it yourselves :)

now, i am enjoying pomelo
farha's mother bought it for us
yummy~~

sekolah agama

2009-08-31T00:48:00.003+08:00

teringat semasa bersekolah agama di johor
susahnya rasa...
periksa darjah 6 memang payah
tak pernah pergi kelas bahasa arab sebab cikgu mengajar dalam bahasa arab
tak paham..
masa periksa, tembak je jawapan
tak pun meniru
ye..saya mengaku
saya meniru dalam exam

paling suka subjek jenayat, muamalat dan faraid
tapi sekarang semua dah lupa
berkarat dah otak

kelas munakahat tak menarik
ustaz suka cakap bukan2
ustaz muda yang suka kat orang cantik2 je :P

kelas akidah, ibadat, tasawwuf...
mmm....

periksa darjah 6 dapat pangkat 2 aggregat 20 (kalau x silap)
hahahaha...gila besar nombor tu ha

masuk darjah khas
kelas seminggu sekali. hari sabtu
tu pun payah nak datang
sebab kena kayuh basikal ke sekolah yang jauh dari rumah
kelas start pukul 8 pagi sampai 1 petang
kalau belajar hadith, mesti terus tertidur
ish3...
x pernah langsung hafal hadith
last sekali, berhenti darjah khas
:P

2009-08-30T00:23:00.000+08:00

i am not at the top of my game
i am lost
i freak out
i am afraid...

first time

2009-08-29T06:16:00.001+08:00

buat pertama kalinya, aku berbuka di operation theatre semalam
gila gigih
even the staff and doctor pun terkejut tengok kitorang wujud lagi kat OT masa berbuka
yang sebenarnya, malas nak ulang alik ke bilik semata-mata untuk berbuka
duduk jela kat situ sampai habis on call

mitos-mitos ramadan

2009-08-26T21:59:00.005+08:00

ok. pagi ini aku teringin nak senaraikan mitos-mitos yang selalu terjadi ke atas aku dalam bulan puasa

1. akan sakit perut kalau minum air sejuk untuk sahur
2. amat susah sebenarnya untuk bangun sahur
3. gastrik (atau ala2 gastrik) akan menyerang pada awal bulan puasa. kali ni dah xde dah
4. menjadi raja segala siput babi kerana menghabiskan waktu siang dengan tidur membuta tuli
5. kebelakangan ini lebih senang menyediakan sendiri makanan berbuka walaupun kosnya lebih mahal daripada beli bungkus
6. terawih di surau digantikan dengan terawih di dalam bilik (yang ini, buruk perlakuannya)
7. akan mula lapar amat apabila jam menunjukkan jam 6 petang (kadang2 lebih awal dari itu). pada masa tu, akan seboleh-bolehnya mengelak dari melihat jam dan melekakan diri dengan benda2 lalai. ish3
8. xtau pe dah....

rasa cam nak sambung tidur la

36th APDSA Congress 2009 Part III

2009-08-26T21:59:00.002+08:00

Day 2:
we had opening ceremony in the morning
we were supposed to meet the speaker at 7am but we only woke up at 7.30am :P
aiyak!!!
by the time we reached the ballroom, he was not there
erk!

minister of higher education should officiate the ceremony but failed to turn up
did not know what the reason was
mmmm......

we were happy because the hall was almost full
it was an amazement to see that because according to our experiences, nobody attends scientific seminar
usually, most of the seats were empty
but this time, it was the other way round :)

all 3 lectures went smoothly
i even asked few questions to speakers

the scientific seminar ended at 12.30pm
we had our lunch and straight away get ready for next activity

we gathered at the lobby at 2pm
we were supposed to go for city tour
since there were almost 400 people, the situation was kind of chaotic
and then, it rained....
thus, it delayed our plan

went to fort cornwallis, art museum, chocolate factory and batik factory
these places are the places i would not go if i were with my friends ;)
bought 3 boxes of chocolate which costed me rm50+. damn mahal...

from all these places, the tour guide dropped us at gurney plaza
plan was to have dinner at gurney drive
but since aizat really wanted to eat char kuetiau, so i gave iryna a call and asked her to bring us to eat char kuetiau

on the way back, iryna dropped us at the night market and we walked the whole stretch of night market back to the hotel
waaaa!!!saket kaki...
nevermind la

mee soto

2009-08-26T20:35:00.003+08:00

i cooked for berbuka puasa yesterday
the afternoon class was cancelled due to miscommunication
went to supermarket in front of husm to buy ingredients for cooking
i bought chicken, rempah ratus and mee

in progress...

dah siap
(maaf. cara hidangan tidak menarik. tapi tidak mengapa kerana rasanya sedap~~)

36th APDSA Congress 2009 Part II

2009-08-26T01:31:00.005+08:00

Day 1:
we were supposed to check out from blue diamond hotel and headed straight to bayview beach resort
it was relieving to get out from that place
once we got there, we looked for any warung for breakfast
the organizers didn't provide breakfast for us that morning
damn lapar....
we walked down the streets and entered a coffee shop
i ordered teh tarik and nasi goreng
kenyang sangat sebab banyak sangat

at 3pm, we had rehearsal for welcoming dinner that night
i sat there, walking here and there, and did something here and there

preparing for SRC and scientific seminar
jun tu gelak je lebey :P

the group leaders tapi jarang ada dalam group :P

around 5pm, we were asked to go to the airport to fetch the international participants
the journey took one hour and another hour to get back to the hotel
the airport was full with us swarming around
they brought big luggage each like they wanted to stay forever
berat pulak tu

we were late for the welcoming dinner (as usual, i am a latecomer)
once i seated, i straight away helped myself with the food
i sat with a group of people from different countries
bibiana - the group leader (UKM)
aizat - NUS
chyntia - Prof Dr Moestopo University
hanwei - Taiwan (couldn't remember the university)
there were 2 Betty - both from taiwan
shandy - University of Indonesia (youngest among us all.comel lak tu :P)
aga - i think he's from Airlangga University
nayu - Korea

aizat is the talkative one. he talked a lot and influenced me to do so
the rest were not so chatty. aga and nayu talked the least

nayu. me. aga. chyntia. hanwei
betty. shandy. bibiana. betty
aizat was the one who took this pic

done eating, i had to attend the post mortem meeting
i slept half way because they dragged the meeting
*hate*

36th APDSA Congress 2009 part I

2009-08-23T20:49:00.003+08:00

me and few of my friends joined the Asia Pacific Dental Students Association (APDSA) Congress held in Penang last week
we went as local organizing committee
i was the vice president III and at the same time helped my friend to organize Scientific Research Competition for the participants

departed by van last sunday
the journey was disastrous
the driver drove like a mad man while we at the back suffered from massive buttock and neck injury disebabkan halaju tinggi dan dengan selamba melanggar lubang-lubang di jalan raya

we were supposed to overnight at a cheap hotel before we checked into the Bayview Beach Resort
this cheap motel was located at chulia street and aiyak!!!!
the condition reminisced me of "the Good Old Days" chinese drama
scary....
huhu
nevermind la...
we just prayed that nothing happened (e.g a drunk man entered our room and bla bla bla)
i couldn't sleep that night
nak nanges je sebab xleh tido...

buka puasa

2009-08-23T18:02:00.004+08:00

semalam berbuka puasa dengan mee bandung dan sata serta nescafe panas

hari ini, lauk best sikit
ada nasi putih, sambal tumis ikan bilis dengan petai dan batang keladi masak lemak
mahu buat air blackcurrant la

selamat berbuka semua~

reroute

2009-08-16T15:23:00.002+08:00

have to get ready for a trip to some place
just arrived here yesterday
and today have to go to another place
really makan duit tau...

won't be here for a week
dah kena marah ngan patient tadi sebab dah lama x bagi appointment
aiyak!!
sori pakcik. xde klinik la...
nak buat camne

apexification??

2009-08-09T12:44:00.002+08:00

hop on the bus back to usm at 6pm yesterday
stopped at genting sempah to change and bought dinner
slept all the way to kb
arrived at 1.30am
it felt like i was riding a horse
sakit segala urat belikat

seminar in ukm was syiok
i enjoyed most of the topic presented tapi x paham satu benda pun sebab x belajar lagi mende alah tu
huhu

this morning, i have no patient
tenang je klinik sebab xde orang
ngeh3

i am going home tomorrow
yeay!!!!

check!check!

2009-08-06T15:56:00.002+08:00

will be getting on the bus tonight for a trip to kl with classmates
we are having a course at ukm kl
faeez!!sila jemput aku

x pernah lekat kat bilik kalau weekend
kering purse aku
:P

a journey of a starless night

16/5/2010

farewell~

f.i.n.a.l

it's already mid april

back to school

kepala hotak!!

another episode

have you brushed your teeth?

CFCS Family Day 2010

alhamdulillah....

saya suka chicken floss!!!

energize-d

it' exam!

dah tau nak exam tu, baca la buku...

desperado

oh owh!

mak dan anak

drain-ed

alhamdulillah

i'm back *sigh*

long day. seriously exhausted

in need of

makan free

time flies

sleepy-head

gosoklah gigi tu

serene

oi!!beratur la!!!

it's sweet. it's cold

feverish

law and medico legal documentation

wardrobe dream

bye bye love~

back to school *sigh*

care to join me for breakfast?

aye aye

kan dah kata...

okay la

sakit pinggang

ANC/toddler

inilah bendanya xD

okay. here it goes

hari ini

silent

silly me

back pain

:)

7th SSC

okay..

adrenaline rush

the photos

what if?

bloody hell!!

ish..

akhirnya

har.har.har

well. better said than done

waffle-D

without further a due

oh my! oh my!

aku memang suka menunggu. blerrghhhh!!

*aaaccchhhoooooooom*

sakit la...

ku t'lah jatuh cinta

rare scene

bunga api

mode : RAYA

hari ini hari apa?

super penat

mengantuk

*ehem2*

torn between two

kuih raya

jealous

obsessed~

we've been drugged

RONI

so long

seriously???

i'm back sigh

back to school sigh

aaaccchhhoooooooom

ehem2