a journey of a starless night

serene. tranquil. peaceful.

sudah mau pukul 10pm
kringgg!!!!!!
alarm berbunyi
sudah mau tido

hehe

i did extensive caries management today
yihaa~~~

Class II amalgam MOD on 14
put liner, base and amalgam
spent 2 1/2 hours for that
lama seyh...
kesian kat patient
tapi..what to do :P

and i went to library after afternoon session
haven't gone to library for 3 months
borrowed few books hoping that i would read them
haha

had nasi goreng kerabu with telur mata and teh beng
burrppp~~~~~~~
alhamdulillah.....

hehe

today, my patients, husband and wife were supposed to come for appointment

after half an hour, i called the husband and asked their whereabouts
i was almost crying when he said he was sending his kid/grandchild to school
and he couldn't make it

i was really disappointed with myself that time
i am far way lagging behind my colleagues. i'm afraid i could not catch up with the requirements by the end of 4th year...

around 11am, i met nasyitah's patient
he was waiting for his wife
i asked him whether it is true that my patient was sending his kid/grandchild to school
he said, no he wasn't
actually, there's flood at their neighbourhood

oh...flood
i see..


but still i feel disappointed
seriously
i really want to go to the beach and cry my heart out loud
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2 minggu lepas, ada lecturer bagi assignment kat aku
kes aku lupa camne nak check tooth vitality
huahuahua :D

aku pun dengan taatnya buatlah assignment tu
dah lama siap
aku bawak esei tu ke sana sini
tapi sampai sudah x hantar2
ish3

2 malam lepas, aku ada mimpi
mimpi yang membuatkan jantungku berdegup kencang
*mode suspens*

lecturer itu telah masuk ke dalam mimpiku dan menuntut esei yang diberi
siap buat muka sarcastic lagi
terkejut aku bila bangun tidur tu
nak hantar tapi klinik x bukak
kan hari jumaat..cuti
berdebar dowh bila bangun tu

pagi tadi nampak je muka lecturer tu, terus aku hantar esei yang dia mintak


entah pape je mimpi2 aku


lagi xleh blah, aku mimpi aku ada kat bandung
bila bangun aku confused nape aku ada kat hostel
muhahahahahaha xD



oh..oh..
ada satu lagi
3 malam lepas aku mimpi berdating dengan seorang lelaki yang x ku nampak mukanya
sape ek?....




:)

i can't sleep..
want to talk to someone..anybody
but afraid they're asleep

..............................


this poem is dedicated to you my dear friend..


You are a gem, a diamond,
lasting forever...

never let anyone take that away from you


You are a magnificent fighter,

strong and filled with courage,
never let them pull you to the ground


You are an essential beauty,

flawless in so many ways,
Never let anyone say otherwise..


You are intelligent, wise and vigilant,

never give yourself or others
the benefit of a doubt,


You are warm and filled with kindness,
never let them take u for granted,

Your tears, Your smile, your laughter,
they make knowing you a pleasant journey...


and at the end of the day,
it is who you are that makes people around you happy...


And for those who does not appreciate your worth,
they do not deserve your love,

Trust your heart,
you are a gift from God,
Something that you should treasure for the rest of your life....








that is my toolbox
owh..and my sour face
i wonder why...


the crowd
hehe


azeem showing me how he brushed his teeth
:D

demo~~


that boy in striped shirt is my patient



the boy in white tshirt is his little brother
he's bigger than his big brother
and me asking them how many times should we brush our teeth
:D


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sarcastic. hot-tempered. self-centered.