a journey of a starless night

i have been craving for something sweet for the past few days
nothing can satisfy my crave for carbonated drinks and secret recipe's cakes
right after class, i went to tesco with my classmates and dined at KFC
i ordered large drink instead of regular
and guess what? i asked my friends to go to 7eleven so i could have another dose of pepsi
plan was to buy cold drink and chips and spend time watching movies
told you, i bought the big gulp of pepsi
silly me. let me be for just this time
it's not that i regularly gulp carbonated drink

i shared something which was out of people's thinking with my friends
and when everything seems so smooth and perfect, there is something crooked somewhere in the middle
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demam dan x larat nak buat apa2 melainkan baring dan tidur
dari semalam lagi dah mula rasa tekak x selesa
bila tengok dalam cermin, pharynx nampak merah instead of pink
tonsils ok. x membesar
diagnosis untuk diri sendiri ialah pharyngitis

bila bangun tidur pagi ni, suara dah xde
ada pun, macam x boleh nak keluar
badan rasa panas, tekak kering, dada rasa sesak
ada selsema pulak tu
confirm demam

pergi student klinik tadi, doktor kata ada URTI
ada 5 ubat kena makan
PCM, amoxycillin, tripolidine, diphenhydramine syrup dan juga difflam mouthwash
tripolidine dan diphenhydramine syrup akan menyebabkan mengantuk
maka saya pun tidak akan ke klinik hari ini sebab takut salah drill gigi. huhu
lagipun, hari ni kena treat pediatric patient
takut jangkitkan kat diorang je..

i feel sleepy even after 6 hours of sleep
there is a presentation i have to prepare but i haven't reach anywhere near half
bluekk :P

from day to day, i don't have the mood to go to clinic
i feel tired
the feeling is overwhelming
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it's breakfast again
same menu, bread and cheese and hot nescafe

i plan to do post and core this morning
please pray for me that i am able to remove all the GP
i have been doing the same thing for 2 visits which is wasting time
my friend had issued her first crown
makes me super jealous and i don't feel good about it

:(

those are the topics i have to cover for my presentation this week
what should i put in my slides?
i don't read law
OMG! i am gonna die
huhu

i always wanted to go to the beach wearing flowy maxi dress with straw hat and t-bar sandal
and of course a pair of huge shades (which i doubt i could wear it because i am nearly blind :P)

i always love the sound of the wave hitting the sand and fresh breeze caressing the cheeks
and the warmth of the sand is just so relaxing

makes me feel like spending some time at the beach
and losing myself in a blissful surrounding






wearing something like this would be fun ;)

if i wear this, will you take me to the beach?
i hope you will because i'll be happy
:)






like there is nothing else to talk about kan?

mom and sis are on their way to home town
sedeynya...huk3
lepas ni jumpa semula masa cuti chinese new year la
alahai..

esok birthday muhammad
x pernah join diorang celebrate birthday budak kecik tu
huhu