a journey of a starless night

i always have this kind of feeling where i don't know whether i should trust someone
i am afraid i won't be getting the answer i want to hear
i'm paranoid, i know

so many questions to ask but i don't have the courage to say it
where's my strength when i need it the most?

i think i'm emotional
like i let myself drown in my own emotions
making me breathless
not all the time but almost always

i trust people easily but please don't betray me
do it once and i won't trust that person anymore...

it's raining since yesterday
i love this kind of weather
i just love it...